Pit in my stomach...

Missing my other half... I hate life without him here by my side.  It's only been a day and it already feels like it's been a year... this is going to be a long deployment.  I just wish it would be over with already.  I am so sad and missing my Hubby.  I am hoping that Bryson and I get into a routine soon so that the time won't feel like I am doing a 20 year stint in prison.  Thank GOD I have Bryson... he is the only light in this whole situation! I know this post is kind of depressing, but that's because I am still processing and trying to get used to not having Justin around.  It won't happen overnight and I don't expect it to.  I just need to feel sad for a while so that I can move on and start counting the days until we are a family again the way it should be. It would be nice to know when he will be getting his R&R so that I can start counting the days to that.  It just really really really sucks not knowing the next time I am going to see my husband... hell it sucks not knowing the next time I am going to even talk to him.  I am strong and I know I can get through it... I just am very sad and missing him like crazy.  It's definitely not an easy situation and I just hope this time flies by quicker than today did.  My plan is to throw myself into being a Mommy and focus on my amazing little man and cross my fingers that this year flies by! I LOVE YOU JUSTIN CAMPBELL! COME HOME SOON AND SAFE!! BRYSON AND I LOVE YOU TO PIECES!! MUAH!